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文:陈雪莹
我爸年纪大了,我一直都知道,也向友人提过,爸过了退休年龄还得工作,我实在不孝。我觉得难过又羞愧,这个想法也连带一些压力埋在我心底,让我更想尽快重新站起来。我曾经在妈离开前跟她提及这件事,跟她道歉,我无能,还担不起养他们的责任。
中午,和爸一起出门。在车上,他突然冒出一句话:“爸老了,不知道还可以做多久,现在都是年轻一代的世界了”。一句“爸老了”,出自我爸的口,从来很少听到内敛的他说这么感性的话。我的眼眶瞬间挤满泪水,我努力忍着,我不想在他面前流泪,但始终还是忍不了,唯有轻轻转过头望向车窗,赶紧偷偷拭泪。还好,当时快到家了。
爸所说的,我不是不懂,只是现在这个事实由他亲口说出来,更击中我内心深处的愧疚。我长这么大了,还得让他担心我没工作、没归宿……“对不起,爸”,好想对他说千万遍,始终开不了口。我知道他并不想要听“对不起”这三个字,他想要的,是我的生活尽早重回正轨。
“我爸老了”和“爸老了”,看似一样意思的两句话,由不同的人说出来,含义以及感触,都有很大的差异。
“有没有梦见妈”?妈离开后,爸偶尔会问我是否有梦见妈。但近期,这句话出现的次数有点频密。近日,每当爸去买早餐,他会多买一些糕点祭拜妈。每当烹煮菜肴,他记得的话,会预先舀一盘祭拜妈。他从来没梦见妈,而我也好久没梦过了。今日,爸又问了同样的问题,我回答“没梦到”时,他回了一句:“妈失踪了”。
虽然爸没说出口,但我知道他很想念妈,很想梦见她,但妈始终没出现在他梦里。想到这里,我心里酸酸的。我也很想念妈,而我该怎么帮助爸呢?
以前我和爸的关系不算太密切,也许是因为我们见面相处的时间较少。妈离开后,我和爸的沟通多了。爸也把他以前和妈一天几通电话的习惯,慢慢转移到我身上,一天至少一通,即使很多时候,只是简短的几句话。
如果有一天,我没有了爸,我该怎么办?我无法想像,也不敢想像。
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